كيف تعلم أن أمك بالمنزل

بعد غياب طويل للوالدة حفظها الله .و في زيارة قصيرة لعمان لكي تطل علينا بدات الاحظ بعض مشاهدات التي تدل على وجود " أم" في هذا المنزل ...و من هذه الملاحظات

1.نوم و صحوة بالوقت ما بتلاقي حد من الاخوة الافاضل صاحي للاربعة و لا حد بصحى عا 2 الظهر

2. الكل بدرس ..طلاب جامعة نجيبين ما شاالله و الهندسة برسموا ,,خوف الله الي شهر مو شايفتهم ماسكين مسطرة

3. لا احد يعني لا احد يتابع التلفزيون لا 2 و لا 4 ولا فلم و لا دعاية كلهم اتقوا الله و صار عندهم مشاغل و صاروا يتابعوا معتز عالمحور و العاشرة مساءا و كمان شوي بحطوا عالمنار

4.بطل حد يحكي تلفون و اذا حكوا 10 دقائق عالماشي

5.كل و احد بنام محله و ما بتصحى بتلاقي ابصر مين نايم عالكنباية اولهم انا طبعا

6.ما في صحبات بالبيت بشكل "شبه يومي" حتى انا صحباتي اللي بدرس معهم بالبيت حلقتلهم

7.البيت مرتب و مهندم و ما شالله عليه

8.صاروا يصلوا

9. قلت نبرة التسلط من الاكبر سنا عشان اجا مين اكبر منوّ

10.بصير الانرنت ""مش"" اولوية

11.تسود اجواء الاخوة و المحبة في المنزل

12.بصير في مين يسألك عن علاماتك بعد ما كان الموضوع سيابة لبو موزة

13. كلنا بنتغدا مع بعض :)

14.بصير في غدا "" زاكي"" كل يوم :))

15.بصير في حدا حنون تروح عنده بس تكون زعلان

16.بصير مين في تبوس ايده

17. بصير في مين تقولها ادعيلي يا ماما الله يرضى عليّ

18.بصير في مين ينصحك

19.بصير في مين تستنى تشوفوا بس ترجع عالبيت :)

بصير في كمان اشياء كتير بس هاي ملاحظات من حولي و من ناس أخرين عايشين بعيد عن الاهل و حفظ الله للجميع اهاليهم

:)

Incomplete

is it complete ? does it seeking for complete ? its not complete its incomplete ..if it was complete then we must not die ,it will be perfectness ..its out of control out of my hand out of my mind ,out of balance out of mental control out of body understanding out of people talks out of girls gossip out of what we read in stories out of what must be or should be out of energy no it's an energy consumer its out of believe out of translation this is for me no need to understand coz its out of understanding ..unmistakable mistake with many unsaid words undone actions unexpected thoughts and it still still incomplete

NLP

self confident is important ...self independent is important ,,high self esteem is important ..have a reservoir or good ideas about ur self is important especially at the time of depression ..how to manage that all ? ..

In a time before i used to have no self esteem no self confidant no reservoir to catch me up when I'm down no inner image to see something good inside me ...that was when i was about 15 but God gave me a habit of reading i used to read all kinds of books religious,history,novels,scientific..having base of "loving" of knowledge took me to the road to know about (NLP) Neuro-linguistic programming ..its a set of ideas teach u how to deal with ur self ,how to know the inner ego lives inside u ,how to deal with people ,how to spend ur life as u want ..nlp is a knowledge that everybody needs to know about as a light show u the way ..i've read so many articles in the net arabic or english ones and honestly internet is a very good source to know more about it ..
I then noticed a difference in my way of thinking ,dealing with people "my family and friends " and spending time with myself become a joy ,i knew my self more .. some people i know cant stay with them selves for half an hour ..but we human beings need organization not only in the stuff we own we need organization in our mental issues ..u have ur self , people around u ,ur future ,ur money ,ur study or ur career ,ur children if a u have any and so many other things u need to care of and to be organized if we add to them ur desires ,ur dreames ,ur ambitions ..

what is nice about nlp the u dont have to be in a certain age to begin and of course if anybody of u read the book the secret know exactly what i'm talking about ..
here i'll add some links of web sites that i visit reguraly u may like different kind of site bur here it is anyway
http://www.nlpnote.com/index.php
http://www.balagh.com/
http://thinksimplenow.com/archives


this is a nice article i liked it too : http://allfinancialmatters.com/2007/11/05/50-ways-i-can-improve-myself-advice-from-100-years-ago/

and there is so many books u can find it in stores ..maktabet jareer is one of gulf libraries that have a very nice collection and yes Anthony Robbins is one of the best authors u can read to in this field ..

تفجيرات عمان

اليوم ذكرى تفجيرات عمان هاد اليوم قبل اكم سنة.. كان يوم عادي من الصبح كنت توجيهي صحيت كانت فترة امتحانات تجريبي و كان عندي امتحان دين و مادة الدين كانت طويلة اكيداللي قدموا توجيهي الادرن بعرفوا و من اصعب المواد عطالب العلمي لانها بدها حفظ ليوم الحفظ .. المسا يعني اوبو الساعة سبعة يمكن كل عيلتي قاعدين برة عالتلفزيون و انا بغرفة جوا قاعدة عطاولة مدورة و عم بدرس دين و عندي هدوء كتير عشان كلهم برة و اساسا كانوا محترمين بوفرولي اجواء هدوء عشان ادرس .انا كنت منسجمة بالدراسة بتركيز بس فجأة طلع صوت انا مش متعودة عليه يعني انا بالادرن من زمان و بعرف ايش يعني العاب نارية بس الصوت ما كان العاب نارية المهم سكت شوي اركز انا عم بتخيل و لا عم بصير اشي سكتت سكتت ما صار صوت تاني ما حدا دخل علي عالغرفة كملت دراسة بعد شوي قمت نطيت من الكرسي مش عارفة ما قدرت اضل قاعدة طلعت عندهم برة و لا اشي اللي عالنت اللي عالتلفزوين امي مش متزكرة بس كانت بتحكي تلفون اكيد قالتلي ماما في اشي ؟ قلتلها لأ بس زهقت .. المهم لما اتكاكدت انه ما في اشي رجعت الغرفة ..نص الساعة و اخو بفتح الباب ركض قالي ميس تعالي شوفي بتزكر كلهم كانوا قاعدين كل واحد مكان انا كنت متربعة عالارض و بالزبط كنا فاتحين عالعربية الجزيرة لسا ما كانوا كاتبين اشي و" لا التلفزيون الاردني ! " اول اشي تفجير في عمان بعد شوي تفجيرين في مكانين مختلفين بعدين تفجير في عرس بتزكر على طول بعت مسج لصاحبتي بالرابية اسالها كيفها قالتلي عن رعب اهلها سمعوا صوت قوي لانهم كانوا بالبيت .. بابا اتصل على طول كل حد اطمن على اللي بعرفوا هون ما حد لسا كان عارف حجم المصيبة ..عبين يمكن بعد ساعة دخلت كميرا التلفزيون الاردني قاعة العرس و بدأ الموضوع يصير كانه فلم كانها مش عمان كانهم مش اردنيون مستحيل هدول يكونوا اردنين احنا مش متعودين هيك كان في ناس لسا مرميّة قاعة العرس كل شراشف الطاولات عالارض مصبوغين احمر و من المستشفى الجرحى و كل شوي يزيد عدد الضحايا اللي ماتوا لغاية هلأ فلم بس لما متحدث باسم الامن العام طلع اعلن الخبر رسمي و نعا " شهداء الوطن " انا هون في اشي تحرك بقلبي و لا اي خبر بالدنيا حركوا زي هيك من قبل خاصة انه زفة عرس حسيت انه اللي عمل هيك هدفوا ما يقضي عئشي قد ما انه يقضي عارواح الناس اللي ضلهم عايشين كان في اجواء حزن بالاردن بتقدر تشمها بالشارع كان في كأبة كان في وجه جوا قلبي انا شخصيا الموضوع اكبر من انه وحده "زي ما عرفوا لاحقا " تفجر حالها الموضوع زي ما قرأت بالجريدة تاني من مقال عنوانه من اية " مَن قَتَلَ نَفْساً بِغَيْرِ نَفْسٍ أَوْ فَسَادٍ فِي الأرْضِ فَكَأَنَّمَا قَتَلَ النَّاسَ جَمِيعاً وَمَنْ أَحْيَاهَا فَكَأَنَّمَا أَحْيَا النَّاسَ جَمِيعاً" همه بهديك اللحظة اماتوا الناس جميعا او اماتوا الروح اللي كانت بالبلد ..هاي الاية لو اخدنها عمحمل الجد كان كل تفجير بصير بالعالم ما بكون اله اي تفسيربلدنا حلوة و احلى بالامن و الامان ..يا رب ما نعيش يوم زي هداك اليوم لا بالاردن و لا بسوريا و ليبيا و لا مصر ولا سعودية و يخفف على العراق و فلسطين هاي التفجيرات اللي صارت يومية و بطلت تطلع على التلفزيون " خبر عاجل "! و سلام

Thursdays

Sometimes we get evolved in somethings so much that we don't know what day of the week it is .. "fourth year pharmacy" ..

because i live alone my house become a place for group studying and suddenly i discovered it's thursday ,,i wish i didnt know what day of the week it is :( kolooooo el yum 6ale3 and i have plans oohhhhh how funny my plans is ..saahraaaaa with medicinal !! lovely ..what a nice thursday i have ! ..

i remember when i was in school in 3asher ,awal thanawee thursday was a blast we didnt left a restaurant in Amman we didn't eat in it .. i love amman in thursdays everybody have to do something boys, girls and sometimes families do family visits in thursdya because it's thursday duh..
i remember we used to tell mom dont make any arrangement with anybody on thursdya e7nnaa kolna 6al3een ..and she go to visit my aunt in a dispersed way to have any of us with her ..and now i have medicinal ,,the point is the next thursday i have something worst than medicinal but after that on Saturday I'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ..freeeeeeeeeeeeeee ,, i beleive i can flyyy toroorrrooorrroooo i beleive i can touch the skyyyyyyyyy toroorrorroooorooo this is the hope that makes me alive ..saturday torrrooorrooo

oh GOD bring saturday soon and make me do good in my infinity exams god and make me enjoy the few thursdays left in my life ..make me have fun in them before i die god ,,habebe God their is a line between intelegent and madness god plz keep in the sife side of that line god plzzz ..

RaiN

wearing a sweater ,,really larger than my size , with a sleepy eyes .. and some nice smell stuck in this shirt ..while hearing what my heart call in my headsets ,,makes me calm down ..enjoying the drops hitting the window ..how nice is the first "matraah" ..
how we enjoy it ..how nice is winter ..how important is the rain for our souls ..how lucky we r to have enough blankets to cover us how lucky we r to have ceilings,, some dont have walls and ceilings ..but still they enjoy the rain ..cz it is from God and it is a spiritual thing ..its spiritual that everybody have their own definition of rain ..

la bod eno a7ki sob7an Allah ,masha2 Allah while standing in the balcony ..its ra7meh ..i know we spl people in uni see some problems in winter spl in rainy days but even in uni it's nice to walk under the rain sometimes ..

mom is really a women with an artistic point of view she made our home or at least the living room a place were we can pleasant our eyes the combination between colors makes the whole thing a complete joy of eyes .

did i mention that i start love blogging ?

أتكلم

ريحة القهوة معبية الدنيا و ما في بالبيت قهوة و انا اساسا ما بشرب قهوة..بس في ريحة قهوة مع زالك ! و الجو اليوم كتير حلو نسمة الهوا جاي عالمزاج و ابصر مين لاعب بسلك التلفزيون جاي 4 قنوات من 500 فالانترنت هو حاليا الهوا اللي بالبيت طبعا مع ريحة القهوة بلا شك ..و يمكن ما حد لعب بالسلك بس الهوا او الزوابع اللي كانت في ليالي اليومين الماضين و اللي بختفوا بالنهار و بصير شوب همة السبب ..انا بكره التلقون يعني الحديث بالتلفون اطول مكالمة ممكن اتحملها هي 10 دقائق اكتر من هيك ببطل اسمع شو بحكي اللي معي ..التواصل المباشر مهم جدا و بس للاسف هاي مشكلة مو عند كتير ناس عشان في امم كتيير بحبوا يحكوا تلفون و عشان هيك الله فاتحها على زين و امنية و اورانج و بلو و كزا ..
في اشياء كتير بتخلي الانسان مستمر ..يعني مكمل على قيد الحياة يعني هيك غير الميّ و الهوا " المخلوط بريحة القهوة " و الاكل في اشياء تانية بتعطي الانسان دفعة انه يصحى تاني يوم و يكمل حياته يمكن في ناس بحد زاتها بتكون دافع على اكمال هازه الحياة التي يصعب اكمالها احيانا ..

ما عندي مشاعر اتجاه كرة القدم ,ما عندي مشاعر اتجاه السيارات و انواعها ..لأ بحب البيك اب كتيير مرة انا و بنتين صحباتي طلعنا ب بيك اب كان عند ابوها كان اشي رائع ركبة البيك اب كان لونة ابيض و لأ مو مهركع ابدا حكي فاضي

.. عنّا دكتورة عصبية كتير بالجامعة ..يعني وصف عصبية جدا بلبق عليها ما في مشاكل مرة كانّا بالطب عندي محاضرة هناك و القاعة يعني مو أثرية عالاخر بس مو كتير رائعة الجمال ..المهم الدكتورة من كل سنوات تدريسها الجامعي بهديك اللحظة اتزكرت تعصب علوح القاعة عشان نوع اللوح قديم هو مو قديم كتير هو زي تبع المدرسة عادي ما شا الله عليه و عصبت اختنا و انتو بجامعة ما فيها لوح زي العالم ,,انا بنتي بالمدرسة عندها لوح الكتروني و في هديك اللحظة المباركة في ضو ّ الله لا يعطي العافية طفا لحالو و بطل يشتغل و هي كان براسها عقل و طار و احنا ما حششنا ابدا هديك المحاضرة ..لأ بالمرة



الله يهديكم و يسعدكم قولوا امين


امين

wear sunscreen

" i lsn to this very often .. if u never have the chance to lsn to it then do now " "here"

and this is the lyrics "here"

twitter

what is twitter for ??
before two months or less facebook was not working and I was bored so I created a twitter account ..I found my brother there I follow him,, some people i don't really know followed me and that's it ,,until that time i didn't enter there ..but some people like it ,,so what i can do with this account e3nee mn el a5er what r the interesting features about twitter ???

wa shokran

microbiology

I just want to say that u r all lucky that u don't have something called micro to study with all viruses names and bacteria ,fungus , protozoa ,ba6ee5 ,ba6ee5 ,ba6ee5 ...etc ,ba6ee5

hell why to memorize all of this ??? :L

advices

Give me an advice ..
choose the one that really helps
write something u read somewhere and like
or write something life taught u ..and remember
we r all siblings here

Q & A

plz answer these questions :

what upset u ??

what really makes u happy ??

define "home" ..

what really makes u cry ?

who is the person u love the most ?

what really makes u angry ??

what is ur weakness point ??

favorite moment of the day ?

whats in your mind now ??


mmmm bs i think if u want to add anything no problem :)

Amman Marathon 2009

Saturday 17/10/2009 8.30 a.m Amman International Marathon took a place in al sa7a al hashmyeh down town ..we were participating as volunteers ,, I thought it will be a good idea to go but I didn't know that it will be that AMAZING !! actually it was above expectations ,12 thousand people were there although it begun at 7 a.m and it was tooo hot ..


people from all ages were there ..children in schools..youth ,parents some with their babies I even saw a man in the track walking and pushing his child carriage ..i went with my friends and we had fffuunn :) after that the event continued in al modraj al romaniii "Romanian theater" ..the theater was full and omar al abdallat 2adda el wajeb :) then jadal band perform too ,syrian band and many others ..



I'm happy I was their I wish they keep doing events so we enjoy our love Amman more and more :D

Quran kareem

what is better to your heart to your soul in the world than hearing quran kareem ? la seriously did anybody find anything better than quran to heal his soul ..if I wasn't a Muslim i think I'll hear quran anyway ..this voice is a human need, I can not pass a day without hearing quran and after Ramadan i put it near my bed so I read every day before i sleep ,,read to stay connect with Allah to keep that connection all the time ..I love quran so much ..and love being Muslim so much wallah I enjoy being Muslim I'm proud to be that to ! yes this is the exact word ..yes i feel proud ,safe ,happy, with that "sakenah" in my heart when ever i do something to get near to God ..I stay wet all day :) i love wodo2 وضوء and I have a wodo2 for every single pray this water cleaning U makes u clean in side outside ..saying Allah Akbar at the beginning of every pray ,that God is the biggest thing in your life and u left every thing to talk to Allah ..u talk to him 3z jalaloh and tell him why u are sad ask him to get every thing better ,,ask him for a better life ..and u do sojod سجود where u say سبجان ربي الاعلى to feel how small u are..we r nothing at least in size a tree even is bigger than us and u feel the greatness of Allah how حليم he is to create us in this perfect way and give us brain and give us chances to be better and he dont leave us and give an explanation for every thing ..

thank God ..7bebe ya rabii !
lsn to this ..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rv2sC-OB5Qw

14/ 10 / 2009

I'm so tired ..trying to manage everything to feel like a 21 young girl ,but i knew that relaxing is not a choice these days ..i have to cook to go to jam3a from 11 to 4 to go to my tadreb " training" in the pharmacy to study and to see some friends that don't have all these responsibilities and think life is a easy thing ..i want to sleep and find a mother in the morning with a smile on her face and wait for my dad like anybody else ..


I want to feel the time ,to spend these years spontaneously maybe I'm confused now but i write what i feel and writing with emotions may give me a space to say what I'm thinking of and release my inhibitions ..


I'm not in the mood of studying ,la2 e3nee darast el yum phyto ! ma bede a7ki esh e3ne phyto bs howeh eshe mo2ref jedan ....jedan

today i cooked :D i made chiken in za oven and it was zakii wallah my sister said it was zaki ..actualy this is the only thing i can do !

today is really shob ! and i'm so sleepy

tomorrow is definitly a better day ..

A change that we need

Right now what i want to talk about and share is the way they teach us in the Arab world ..i dnt know the system barrah and i don't like the word " a7naa el 3arb" bs esh a3maal eza kan el nezam fe3lan 3arabii !!

I don't like how they teach us the boring way they keep creating to survive ..the routine that kills me and kill them -our teachers- before us ..they r boring yaaa I know many will say mish kolhom I know its talat arba3hom ..they r human just memorize what they want to say and keep saying it and repeating it all over like they r talking to disks not a human sitting on that disk !
I seriously feel sad for the dumb way of teaching we got ..we really give them a large amount of money to teach us and spent days months and years with them to let them teach us not only scientific information but away of living too ..but neither of this we get ! nezam talqeenii qatel modamer is spreading and we cant stop it ..

Once i had a doctor of course he didnt teach me a subject in my major "pharmacy" he gave me English 02 which is easy for many of us but the WAY he gave us his lectures and the way he made us come to his lecture makes wonder if he could then they all can !!?? am I right ??

we really got brains and I believe many of us r really smart ..us I mean young people in Arab world but there is no place for creativity and passion for knowledge ..no place for developing the separate special ego everybody got ..
why there is no subject to teach self developing in schools or universities ? or subjects to teach etiquette "اتيكيت" for children and wallah we will see the advantages before them ..why little boys keep running away from their classes believe me if the teacher him self doesnt have the feeling of running away ma kan harb el walad !!

I want to feel that its not a 12 year of school and 5 or 4 of uni w yallah ! And If we want a serious change we must take a huge step into serious changing ya qaaawmm

w bas

و اعيش هناك

مش عم بتفلسف ..مش حابة اكتب اشي و خلص ..
مش آدره اعدي الموضوع عادي ..مش بس لأنو كل القنوات بتجيب بسيرة الموضوع ..
مش بس لأنها فلسطين ..مش بس لأني فلسطينية ..
هاي البلد كان المفروض احنا نكبر فيها ..كان المفروض ندرس ب جامعاتها و نتخرج منها و يزفونا منها زفة فلسطينية ..و نلبس الحطة عكتافنا و نكون مبسوطين احنا تخرجنا و حنعمل اشي لبلدنا
انا ما بعرف و لا طريق هناك ..ما بعرف اسم و لا محل و لا منطقة مع انو هاي بلدي..
تيتا هناك و سيدو هناك ..سيدو اللي قرّب يموت و انا حتى ما بقدر انزل اودعة و لو لمرة عشان يمكن ما يكون عنده بكره
انا جاي عبالي ابكي
نفسي اروح
نفسي اروح اريحا
نفسي اروح حيفا
اشم هوا غزة..
اتوضى بميتّها
افطر الصبح خبز طابون طازة
انزل عند صاحبتي المغرب و احكيلها اديش فلسطين حلوة
يكون معي هوية فلسطينية و جنسية و جواز سفر
و اعيش هناك
اعيش هناك
و ما يكون في دخان اسود بالجو
و لا فسفور لابيض
و لا اطفائيات و اسعاف كلها اجسام اطفال
و مستشفيات ما فيها كهربة
و شيخ ما عندو اشي يتعشاه
و ناس جوعانة عايشة عشمع
و مدارس انوروا بتنقصف
و تكون منطقة سلام و خشوع رباني
و دار اللي ما الو دار
و تكون بتوسع الناس كلها
و يصير الفلسطيني صاحب فلسطين
و صاحب الارض و الكفر و التل
و ينزل يشمر و يحفر و يزرع
و التكون البلد النا وما يعود في غربة
و ما يعود في شتات
و ما نكون عم نحلم بس


و بس

eating air ..

I can now officially announce that my immunity is ZERO or minus and i get sick every 25 day and will die of influenza nor swine one or bird flu its a new one called mais al motawafyaah influenzaa wallah e3nee wallah zhe2it antiboiticat,
i know its my foult i slept yesterday wearing a t-shirt and woke up at 4 a.m to see my blanket 1 meter away from me ! yaa 3eeeniii

no one to take care of me no mother no father no body is in Jordan ,, bastahal i must wear some heavier clothes :S m3 eno it wasn't that cold :(
and a mug of nescafe raye7 and a cup of tea jay ..w samee3nii a7laa t7yeh lel amraaa9' el shatawyeh

is there any other hot thing to drink ? 3shan el tanwee3 bs ..

w bs

to2

do I have to live their way to consider me living ? 6ab balkii I have my own way of living

Signs

Its in front if us ..waving ,shouting,needs a little concentration ,needs someone honest.. someone brave someone strong enough to stand up and face the facts or the truth ur brain telling u and ur heart deny it, someone takes his heart out of his chest and tell it what it avoid ..

signs keeps coming up ..we don't always want to follow it.. and we keep going..
maybe from the first ,, before we even took our first step we knew it wasn't the right road ..no it wasn't

this is about people relationship when u feel uncomfortable from the beginning or u feel they r not the one for u ,or u are not their one ..

when u keep doing the same thing keep doing ,,keep doing and u know from the deep of ur heart that this is not what u meant to do in this life but u are afraid to change ,,and signs keep coming up ..
keep coming up and we must see it and must follow ..and must care for this sign bcoz it won't come up if there wasn't something wrong ..follow ur "ba9eera" people ..ur "fe6raa" ..ur good inner ur brain and heart too..and dont be afraid ,,

w bas ..

Amman

I'm here ,,back ..weird holiday it was ! I was sick ,i got bronchitis (2ltehaab qa9abat hawa2yeh) Allah yeb3edo 3n kol 7ada ..the problem wasn't in the disease it self it was in the medicine that was killing :L ,I hated that medicine so much with all thaaaat side effects that was worse than the disease it self ! ma 3leena a9lan i cant believe I'm writing about that drug here !

Ramadan in emarets was nice with family it has another meaning I mean after 3 years of having Eftar with my sister ,,the two of us alone wasn't that fun..Eid was nice my sleeping hours was a mess as I mention before so I was awake until Eid prays begun and it was really a fantastic view to see all people from different nationalities going to the mosque Arabs, Indian people,Indonesian,Pakistani .. all together was really nice ..

And now I'm in Amman ..back to home.. friends.. uni.. my 9aydaleh.. my books ..my mood .. my air my sunshine and my grey clouds my remote control in my favorite sofa ..my nescafe in the morning with all nice amman radio stations ..
ahhhh I love 3mman !

w bas !

Hello facebook we need a break !!

I love facebook i like changing my profile picture ,changing statuses ,,and yes I'm one of the kind who must have 5 comment at least for any thing I post ..I like commenting on my friends pic or write a note and all these stuff is cool i believe ..BUT HEEEY FACEBOOK I NEED A SPAAACE !!
e3ne bkfii,, today i have 18232 email at hotmail coz I share my main mail with facebook ..and I barely find any email don't contain the letters F,A ,C, E, B, O, O, K ..e3neee I need some space, I have a life ,a family I travel a lot, have soooooooooo much friends and people who loves me and I love them but mshan Allah my brain sometimes cant detached real things and the life I watch through the screen ..facebook change people a lot ..everybody become a celebrity who have their own fans and people who likes them .. I'm not saying that this is a disadvantage or something all I'm saying are facts and observations i have ..
And let us talk about quizzes that I dont,, really don't care about the result ! why the hell people publish everything they do ! and realtionship status is a nice thing when a young man or lady get engaged or married it is really nice to announce that so their friends who cant see them everyday say "mabrouk" ..but people who keep changing from single -> in a relationship then in a relationship-> single then in a rel......etc , and some of them r not even 17 ! no body really wants to know ur love stories buddy ..
And what about the endless notification u receive whenever u like something or when someone ""u barely knows"" tagged u in a pic u r not even in !
every thing got two sides ..even a knife u can kill by it or make a salad with it :) I'm just saying use what ever u have between right ..so u can take the benifit :)
tczzz

sleepless

Sleepless thought that cross my mind right now R :
..ma b2dar ashrab kman shway may 3shan addan
..my little sis sleeps in a really weird way !!
..i wish they changed the channel "fatafet" 2abl ma yroo7o enaamo! i cant change,,el remote b3eed
..it has been really long time since i changed my facebook status ! yalaa bna2e9 another 12 notification
..emta el sa7b wel edafeh ? my jadwaal needs tazbeet ,,en3an abu el jam3a :/
..i miss jordan
..
I SLEEP at 7 a.m and wake up at 4 p.m since 4 days !! what a mess !! Ramadan sleeping hours problem ..so7or then 9alah then ,,then ,then what ? i cant sleep i stay up searching interen maybe watching something on TV sometimes with my brother who suffer from the same sleeping problem .. I stay at the balcony for a little time every day to something called "Al Ta2amool " and watch the super pretty view from there with the nice lake and garden and all the black and white birds in the sky ,this view is from my house in sharqa not Jordan as i said I'm nt in Jordan in the previous blog .

am I the only one who got sleeping problems ??
ab9ar ..

From the sky !

leaving Jordan to U.A.E for about a month to spend Ramadan with my family ..I'm actually writing this blog in the plan bcoz i cant sleep with all these children here ,they r maybe 50 or 6o child and they just keep moving and going around like we r not in a plan !
there is no doubt that these small funny creatures give this trip a special meaning with their peaceful smiles ...specially this super cute cute girl sitting next to me..
hope Ramadan in U.A.E will be as good as in Jordan ,i really love Jordan and all people there,..they r my people and Amman's air willing me to come back and stuck in my clothes wherever i go ..but my mother is in Sharja and thats make sharja no.1 city in my heart :P ..may u all be with ur families these days and and keep them for u :)
salaaam aleekom :)

and this is published now in the same day at night ..tczz

body Language !

your body language is more important than how u really look..this is the way i see people through..i care about body language so much and i think I'm one of the most human beings that have body language represent them ..i dnt act ,ma bajamel bl 3arabii e3nee ,,ma bajamel even in looks or smile e3nee mo la hal darajeh bajamel shwaay e3nee mo nakad 3l a5er :P .. but i dont act in my reactions coz my body is so smart that it can show wt I really think ..btw ur bodies do thats too ..but most people dont know that and keep "tamtheeling " acting bl ispani e3nee, without noticing that at least their eyes show the truth of their "egos " .

Girls do that tamtheeling b e7teraaf ..they are all competing for Oscars man! she can deceive u easily ..but some people got something called "FERASAH" and its an Islamic phrase got no translation ,,it means u can know the man by looking at his face and judging if he is a good man or not ..God give this as a gift not for all people ,,and I call it a gift coz it is an important thing believe me ..

i just want to wake up in the morning to see bodies compatible with souls ,
eyes compatible with looks, mouth compatible with words ,you compatible with yourself ,I'm compatible with myself ..

w bs :)